GRRR!!!

Guess who oversleped and missed class again....yep. Missing Band and Choir, too, simply because I have WAY TOO MUCH TO DO!!!!! GAH!!!

Fun site: http://club.pep.ne.jp/~hiroette/en/facemarks/

Well, off to the library!

Procrastinating....Quizilla Style!

you represent the hard times in life. you have a
hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't
know about.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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Your anime hair color is purple.


What is your anime hair color?
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The Goddess of Water and Anger. You are a reclusive
loner . Always wary and deliberate, once youve
got a friendship, its for life and you are
exceptionally considerate. You are a serene
beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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You are a dark angel! You don't want to be an
angel, banished from the race of goddesses you
were forced to live as an angel, because you
abused your power. Now you are powerless,
except to help others, you are very lonely and
reflect a lot.


Which natural angel are you? (awe-inspiring pics!)
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And finally:

You are independant and don't need a guy yet.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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Kitty!

By the Numbers...

Your score was 30 out of a possible 45.

These answers indicate that you have moderate depresion. You may find it helpful to talk about this with someone.You may also find it helpful to repeat this test from time to time; tracking your score and your responses may help you recognize when depression is beginning to build, or perhaps to understand what events might trigger your depression.

Results:

Your Total Score is 18

(Range 0-27)
None 0-5
Mild 6-10
Moderate 11-15
Severe 16-20
Very Severe 21+

NOTE: The above cutoff points are based largely on clinical judgement rather than on empirical data.

© 2000, A. John Rush, M.D., Quick Inventory of Depressive Symptomatology (Self Report) (QUIDS-SR)


Right now, I think I'm feeling the effects of stress more than anything else. Hopefully, things will improve after this week, though goodness knows what will happen while I'm at home. Seems things are OK there, other than this being the time of year where colds migrate from my sisters' classrooms to them to the rest of the family, so if I come back with a bug in my system, I won't be terribly suprised. Ah well. Such is life.

Back to work!

Bis Spater!

Quiz time...

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, etc. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really an i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rightious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.


Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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Huh?

You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for
Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful,
chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a
tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value
simple things in life, such as friends,
familly, and Nature.


What elemental dragon are you?
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You are Dark

You are a dark person.
Secretive, and a bit depressed. It's either by
problems in your life, or your attitude towards
things. People feel depressed or sad whenever
they're around you, but it's what you think
right? Don't care about what other people
think? I agree with you on that, but do take
care.




What's The Girl Inside of You? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. (UPDATED!)
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Sorry to tell you this, but you are depressed...
What's wrong? When it's full moon, go and take
a look... It makes me happy, maybe it will help
for u to? Never give up, no mather what! Plzz
rate...


~~Are you a bit Depressed? Are you Happy?~~*With Anime pics*
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Independence

Your angel seeks for freedom.
Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the
kind of person who values your indepence than
most things in this world. Don't get angry if
I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person.
Problems in your life have caused you to be
depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened.
You may have lost hope many times, but you
still manage to keep your independence. You
don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may
look at you in a "different" way, but
inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you
have a hard time expressing it. I wish you
well!



What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:.
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I am Kong. Strong and passionate, I tend to be misunderstood, sometimes even feared. I don't want to fight, I don't want to cause trouble, all I ask is a little love, and a little peace. If I don't get what I want, I get angry, and throw barrels and flaming oil at whatever's stopping me. What Video Game Character Are You?

If you were not Kong, you would be:

I am Pacman. I am an aggressive sort of personality, out to get what I can, when I can. I prefer to avoid confrontation, but sometimes when it's called for, I can be a powerful character. I tend to be afflicted with munchies constantly. What Video Game Character Are You?

Ugh

I hate homework. Actaully, if I get at least 6 pages written today, 6 tomarrow, (though I obviously hope to do much better than that,) I will probably be fine for getting my Holocaust quad take-home final done. I can hole up in the library tomarrow night and until Tuesday. Also, due to EN201, I couldn't take my Christology final on Wednesday even if I wanted to, so that final and the paper are Friday now, and if I have to miss band or choir to do those, then so be it (though, and the reverse should probably be true, I would rather miss choir than band.) I also have lots of reading still to finnish for both classes, though more for Holocaust quad than Christology.

Such is the life of a college student.

Back to work now! =-\

Procrastinating....

Dangit-why can't Dr. Lewis take MLA papers like every-freaking-one freaking else does? Grrr.....14 sources that need to be alphabatzied and properly cited. I hate this...


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Ummm....

OK, finally back in room and alone at 4AM...sleep.....will post tomarrow. Somehow I have to squeeze in Confession while re-writting a massive research paper. As soon as that one's done, I have another to do. I hate this.

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Screw You

This is offically my "Screw All Y'all" blog, ie Janet totally uncensored, (beyond the no-cussing thing.) I'm not holding anything back here, and I could freaking care less WHO I offend.

Will debut new post after dinner. I've been munching Sun Chips since I got in my room, but I'd like something of more substance now.




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It's probably a bad thing to eat half of a huge bag of chips single-handedly in one night...

Let's see....what's new with this one....well, the anti-depressant (Lexapro) hasn't done much other than cause me to have the worst class attendance record I've ever had since 1st grade and has made my moods worse. I e-mailed my World History prof to explain myself after missing class for like the 3rd time in two weeks, and like 5th all semester, not counting when I was absent due to March for Life. He, thank goodness, was understanding. I couldn't explain how much that means to me.

Got steamed as all Hades today when I came back from Becca's dorm to find that one of Dominic's friends, Lisa, had brought alcohol over to the house (mind you, only two of the people who live here [RA not included] are old enough, and neither of them were home at the time,) and Meg and Claire were drunk, Claire off her rear end, Meg only enough that you could tell, and I think event that was just because of a medication she's on right now. Claire, a) hasn't slept in somewhere from 3-5 days, has been drinking coffee almost literally non stop, and has been popping Dexatrin (Dexatrim? Couldn't quite understand her speech,) like I'm popping chips as I write this entry. End result? She was all over. I wanted to cry, because I didn't know what to do. Sure, I had imagined myself doing the right thing, being all noble and all that when confronted with this situation, but when it actually happened...
AQ has a stern "guilt by association" alcohol policy, so I made sure to hightail it right to my room, since those girls were in the kitchen, which is a public area of the house. I should have told the RA, done SOMETHING, but I paniced, because Catholic Studies Club is in the process of reapplying to get this house again for next year, and this would have killed us in the water. =-( I feel like such a wimp, not even standing for my convictions. I didn't drink, but I believe breaking the rules and the law is morally wrong. >Sigh<

AQ seems to be going into Hades in a handbasket. I'll explain that more later. Since some OneRockers use Blogger, I'm going to try and update this more often. How do I do the thing where I link to other things? One reason I stopped using Blogger for so long was because of how hard it is to customize anything, or at least to figure out how to. Live Journal is fairly idiot proof, even for an idiot like me. ^_~

That's all for now. I need sleep. I always need sleep.

Guten Nacht!




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Operation Snowball and the IL Teen Institute

Operation Snowball and the IL Teen Institute

New Look

Yayness!


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Bored

I wanna go home. School is too stressful. This crud with the SoE makes me not even WANT to be a teacher anymore. I just want to get married, have kids, and be a stay-at-home mom and homeschool the kids. Doesn't pay, but I think I could actually do it. =-( Ugh.