Haven't updated this blog in a while. Yeah, yeah, I know-bad Janet. Let's see...what is new and exciting in my life besides absolutly nothing...
Saw some of my friends from high school for the first time since like graduation. Signed up to play intermural co-ed softball again this summer. (16" slow-pitch, if anyone cares. =-P ) Was interesting. I didn't feel like as much of an outsider as last summer when I tried hanging with the old crew. I still don't think I'll ever again be as close to them as I once was--we've all changed too much, I guess.
Still looking for a job, with no success. Some of the TNT college students actually have jobs by campus, so they're staying in that area. Wish that was an option for me; I'd be a lot closer to all my AQ friends. Ah well.
Geeze...how am I so tired when I just woke up like 7 hours ago? Oye...and I'm cold, too.
At the shing-ding tonight, Mrs. Pluchar had us fill out these salmon-colored forms with contact info and any activities we'd like to do as a college group. I put down some stuff the Catholic Studies Club at Aquinas has done that I've really liked, like Eucharistic Adoration, praise and worship, Bible studies, and the like. However, I fear it will be like high school all over again--I don't know if their hearts are any softer now than then, or if they've gotten even harder. =-\ Shows the contrast between TNT and my friends at Aquinas. I really hope my parents let me go back this fall...
Can't stop yawning...might just set InuYasha to tape tonight and hit the sack early. Dad, in his facisim, has decided to put a time limitor on my screen name for AOL. He forgets I know more about these things than he does... 0;-)
Yeah...so I have nothing to write...laters!
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
An Update
I should probably update this every so often.
Despirate for funds, I am going to try this Google Ad-Sense thing. You click, I get money. Still need to set it up, though.
Ewww...Michelle's watching some "Top Moments in Horror Film" thing. I think I am going to hurl. ICK ICK ICK ICK!!!
I think I could go shower now...ugh...
My sister is very sick and twisted. >_<
Despirate for funds, I am going to try this Google Ad-Sense thing. You click, I get money. Still need to set it up, though.
Ewww...Michelle's watching some "Top Moments in Horror Film" thing. I think I am going to hurl. ICK ICK ICK ICK!!!
I think I could go shower now...ugh...
My sister is very sick and twisted. >_<
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
I'm powerless...
My family is falling apart. I can't be the savior, and I've lost the number for the One who can. I'm supposed to be the adult; how can I hold this together when I can't even hold my own mind together? The more I hear about what it's like when even just the other four Moerys are home, I fear more and more that we're getting too used to living apart physically as much as mentally and emotionally, and may eventually seek to make the situation permanent. I know I'm guilty of this--I've contemplated moving out and getting my own place up here many a time, and after graduation I still fully plan on doing so (though I'll probably spend that summer in Illinois to tie up any and all loose ends remaining there.) Michelle wants to go to college far enough from home to have an excuse to not go home if she doesn't want to, and Eileen...girl turned 12 years old today. At least Mom behaved herself today, for Eileen's sake. I called home twice, but couldn't get ahold of Eileen (first time she was at her drum lesson, second time, she'd gone to bed.) I'll try again sometime tomarrow.
Michelle is totally emotionally detatched, and ironically enough, a big way I can see it is that we're getting along alot better. I can't explain why...I guess you have to be there. I also fear I'm starting to do the same. I just don't want to react to anything anymore...if only my face were cast in stone, like it was before college. Didn't matter what I felt inside--I gave no one the pleasure of knowing.
This is totally the song of my life right now:
if you are near to the dark
I will tell you 'bout the sun
you are here, no escape
from my visions of the world
you will cry all alone
but it does not mean a thing to me
knowing the song I will sing
till the darkness comes to sleep
come to me, I will tell
'bout the secret of the sun
it's in you, not in me
but it does not mean a thing to you
the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
I hope you see the sun
someday in the darkness
the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
but you can't see the sun
ever in the darkness
it does not much matter to me
-----Emily Bindiger, .hack//SIGN
Oyasuminasai! / Guten Nacht!
Michelle is totally emotionally detatched, and ironically enough, a big way I can see it is that we're getting along alot better. I can't explain why...I guess you have to be there. I also fear I'm starting to do the same. I just don't want to react to anything anymore...if only my face were cast in stone, like it was before college. Didn't matter what I felt inside--I gave no one the pleasure of knowing.
This is totally the song of my life right now:
if you are near to the dark
I will tell you 'bout the sun
you are here, no escape
from my visions of the world
you will cry all alone
but it does not mean a thing to me
knowing the song I will sing
till the darkness comes to sleep
come to me, I will tell
'bout the secret of the sun
it's in you, not in me
but it does not mean a thing to you
the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
I hope you see the sun
someday in the darkness
the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
but you can't see the sun
ever in the darkness
it does not much matter to me
-----Emily Bindiger, .hack//SIGN
Oyasuminasai! / Guten Nacht!
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